Monthly Archives: May 2012

Cockamamie. Pure Cockamamie.

My mind feels practically full right now. I haven’t been doing anything but studying for the GRE. This is driving me crazy. After extensively studying for it, I have come to the conclusion that it is rather pointless to procrastinate … Continue reading

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Remember this?

If I told you to stay, would you?Of course not, we’re only 20.You have your whole life ahead of you.I wouldn’t want to take that away from you.Everything’s been always up to you. I want you to live your life … Continue reading

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Creative Reasoning.

True. I’m intoxicated right now. Thank you, long island ice tea. Right now, I can’t help but miss you so much. Walking down the streets by myself makes me miss you so much more. It makes me realize how much … Continue reading

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Cruelty of Desire.

As of right now, I am feeling extremely anti-social. I don’t want to be associated with anyone. I want to do my own things. Reflect on life for a little bit. Maybe it’s the pressure and excitement that’s rendering me … Continue reading

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Idle.

I am feeling a headache come. I need to move. I’m too tired of being bored. I want to do something. I’d rather be busy than lie down and do absolutely nothing. I am dying. Okay, inspiration just hit me. … Continue reading

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Recreate Fantasy.

It’s official. I miss James. Yes, I admit it. I miss him. And if you’re confused with all this crap. Yes, it’s you – the person who left almost a week ago. The person who’s proud of breaking those pair … Continue reading

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Escape.

I am uninspired. Unmotivated. Immobile. Is this what it feels like to drift along the clouds of uncertainty? Is this what it feels like to play with lightning and fire? For the past year, I have gone in and out … Continue reading

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